A Note On Excessive Modesty and Fear of Ambition

I’m cleverThere, I said it. Of course, I’m no rocket scientist or one of those miraculous teenage entrepreneurs with a billion dollar startup, but someone with my academic record deserves that qualifier. I, like many others, am cursed with over-the-top modesty. An urge to undermine one’s achievements, skills and ambitions at every opportunity, which can equate in annoyance to an inflated ego.

Cockiness is an undesirable quality for sure, and most of us withhold from befriending people who speak of nothing other than themselves and their greatness. And in fear of appearing cocky ourselves, we spiral into a trap of persistent self-deprecating humour and a reluctance to acknowledge the traits which distinguish us from the crowd. I did not see this as an issue – because labelling yourself ‘trash’ is the thing to do nowadays. Then one day, while speaking to a psychologist, I joked about my ‘stupidity’ and she told me to ‘stop right there’. She rightfully highlighted how an offhand self-deprecating statement, whether reflective of your true beliefs or not, can influence your actions and perception of yourself on a subconscious level. Most of the time, the idea of pretentiousness displeases me so much, I cannot compliment myself in my head, let alone out loud. Successful at a job interview? The other candidate must’ve not turned up. Great exam results? You were lucky. Skin looks great? It must be the lighting.

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How to make the perfect Buddha Bowl

Hi dears! Cheers to the second weekend of September: I can definitely sense the colder season creeping in with the recent weather conditions over here, and my nostalgia over summer has grown stronger with each day. Let’s hope Christmas-related excitement replaces it soon.

Anyway, what is a Buddha Bowl? Essentially, it is a combination of nourishing foods thrown together and served with some type of dressing – or, in my experience, they’re just as delicious when eaten ‘plain’. To me, they represent eating in abundance while staying far, far away from portion control and no carb diets which are thrown at us by the mass media on a daily basis. I mean, who wants to live off detox teas when you can reach your health&fitness goals by eating something as delicious as one of these?!

Aside from that, I can think of quite a few reasons for why Buddha Bowls are a big deal in the foodie world:

  • While delivering a multitude of health benefits, they’re super easy to make and require little preparation. Healthy eating doesn’t have to be difficult, and for those who struggle to ‘eat the rainbow’, a well-crafted Buddha Bowl can be a perfect solution because by throwing together all the fruits, veggies and grains you can find, you’re getting in those crucial vitamins and minerals with little thought.
  • They’re super satisfying and energising – perfect for those of us who love big portions. I certainly do, and I am not ashamed.
  • It’s a great way to clean out the fridge and use up leftovers. Whenever I find Tupperware boxes of lentils and failed avocado roses clogging up the fridge, I know it’s time to make a Buddha Bowl.
  • By keeping yours plantbased, it can be your first step towards doing something good for the planet as well as receiving all the health benefits of including more plants in your diet.

I’m by no means an expert, but I’ve complied a step-by-step guide to making your bowl of deliciousness, also including an example recipe below. You can make yours as simple or as complicated as you wish, skipping some of these steps and/or adding new ones along the way. There is no ‘one size fits all’ approach to making a Buddha Bowl: be sure to experiment, mix ‘n’ match your ingredients, try out weird combinations, because who knows, you might end up surprising yourself! Continue reading “How to make the perfect Buddha Bowl”

Easy and Fruity Vegan Cheesecake

I don’t know about you, but I am a tiny bit (read: very) obsessed with cheesecake. I’m also fascinated by anything that has a particular ingredient in the title but tastes nothing like that ingredient (carrot cake is another example). This recipe is super easy, and this is coming from a girl who mostly invests her culinary skills into savoury dishes and bakes maybe once a month – although, I’m definitely trying to do it more because baking is always super fun. The ingredient list is relatively short and uncomplicated, so this is perfect if you need an emergency gift to bring to a social event and don’t have time to search around for obscure-sounding super foods. I personally had a slice as a bit of pre-workout fuel because as usual I was craving something sweet after dinner and was a perfect solution.

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Travelling Alone: the Pros and Cons

Now, by making this post I certainly am not calling myself a travel blogger. I’m sure there are people out there who spend their lives trekking the globe alone and can give a much more thorough insight into the experience. Moreover, staying in a large hotel made my trip to Rhodes a lot easier. But the blogging world, I believe, is all about individual experience and insight, and you guys just have to keep in mind that my viewpoint is by no means all encompassing or objective.

As mentioned above, I went to Rhodes for my first solo trip abroad, which is quite a typical Greek island with some stunning beaches (I feel like I will always prefer beach holidays to city breaks because I am totally obsessed with the sea!) and delicious cafes. Speaking of food, I’ve noticed it’s becoming incrementally easier to find vegan options even within Mediterranean menus which tended to be very cheese and fish heavy in the past, but are now much more accommodating to various dietary requirements – seems like telling people you’re vegan within two minutes of conversation is making a difference! Anyway, it was quite a last minute booking as after three weeks of travel in Russia I was burnt out but upon experiencing a few days of British weather I decided I neeeeded to get some sun and thirty degree weather this year. My mum, although she would’ve loved to come, couldn’t get time off work and feeling inspired by a friend who did a solo trip to Germany, I decided to do it alone. A spontaneous decision, but one I do not regret given the overall positivity of my trip!

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Comparing Your Diet to That of Others: a Habit That Needs Breaking

They say comparison is the thief of joy, and this is particularly applicable to food. As someone who’s coming from a background of anorexia, I admit I still struggle with comparing my food intake to other people’s. Difference is, now that I am recovered, I don’t let my perception of their portion sizes influence my own as I would have in the past. However, I know plenty of people who have no experience with eating disorders, but are still wary of what they eat and experience negative emotions whenever they perceive their choice of food to be in some way inferior: they will stick to salads when eating out, refrain from going for seconds at buffets and avoid ordering desert if the people they’re with don’t do the same.

I don’t blame anyone for this, as a pressure to eat in a certain way (ie a 1200 calorie, no carbs, some spinach for breakfast sort of diet which is actually counterproductive and doesn’t deliver the weight loss it promises) is very prevalent in our society. Hence, it’s easy to feel guilty when others seem to be eating ‘healthier’, or less, than you are. YouTube is riddled with that I eat in a day videos. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy watching and making them as I’m quite curious and always on the lookout for recipe ideas, but certain ones just call for comparison (e.g. The videos conveniently named ‘what I eat in a day as a model/actress/any sort of role which insinuates success’). Some of these do a great job at reassuring me that I’m not the only girl out there with a hefty appetite, but others, even if we logically know the person is starving themselves and their behaviour is unhealthy, can make anyone feel ‘insatiable’.

Vegan buffet
I never hold back at the all-you-can-eat-buffet

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Why I Stopped Wearing (heavy) Makeup.

Now, a post like this has to be prefaced by an emphasis on the fact that it outlines my experience and intends no disrespect towards make-up/those who wear it/particular brands. I still love reading beauty blogs and have by no means gone makeup free: in the pictures featured on this post I am wearing mascara and lipstick, and have a foundation routine for special occasions. Highlighter is still the perfect trick for whenever my face appears a bit two-dimensional. Yet, my current look is a significant change from the start of 2017. My everyday routine used to take an hour or more (as opposed to 0-15 minutes nowadays), included everything from contouring and Instagram eyebrows to layering three different lipsticks. So, why did I make this change and go from carrying out every YouTube tutorial on my face each morning to something a little bit (a lot) more lowkey?
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Russian-style Hash Browns (‘Draniki’) Recipe: Vegan and Healthy

Hi everyone! I am back, with my first ever recipe post. I’ve been wanting to write one for a while, and I thought: why not sprinkle some cultural heritage into my debut, and veganise a childhood favourite? When I was making these, I realised just how similar they are to your average hash browns, but throughout my 18 years on this planet I’ve been calling them draniki so let’s stick with that nickname for the purposes of this post! This is a super popular dinner/ special occasion food in Russia and in the Ukraine and is usually made with eggs and a whole load of non-vegan ingredients, but as I mentioned in an Instagram post a few days ago, making plant based versions of such recipes brings me immense joy. These are delicious, light and versatile – have them with ketchup, salsa, baked beans. So, stay tuned for the recipe and if you end up trying it, be sure to let me know and leave your feedback (but don’t be too mean, I can be brought to tears much easier than I like to admit).

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